sleep

i am both physically and emotionally exhausted. ca training is wearing me out like nothing i have ever experienced. even last year's training at suu that my co cc and i practically single-handedly facilitated was not this overwhelming.
we still have 7 days to go. and then we open: 2 days of being up and going by 6:30 a.m. putting out fires all day, moving in the 900 residents in my complex, and helping my ca staff. i thought my last few weeks of 14 hour work days were bad. they're about to get longer.
there is so much to be done. sessions that still need to be planned and presented. rosters printed, keys checked, double-checked, and organized. more duty days are coming. oh, and hall council: i keep forgetting that i'm advising hall council.
but all i want to do is sleep. sleep late. sleep a full 8 hours. sleep without worrying about duty calls. sleep without having to get up for duty calls. and i think i desire it so because i honestly can't tell you the next time i'll just be able to fall asleep and wake up by my own accord.
but i love this. at least i will love it again when training is over.