Thursday, May 26, 2011

post grad: learned so far

life is filled with goodbyes. my chosen career path promises me an extra amount. i'm strongly thinking about whether or not my heart can handle a lifetime of this.
bad days start early and end late-- that's just how they work. 
sometimes needed items vanish on bad days just for the sake of adding to the bad day. 
i always look back and laugh at bad days-- generally the conundrums are a lot funnier in hindsight.
my staff is incredible. funny how i didn't hire any of them through my search. i was blessed.

i have read more in the past 3 weeks than i did all of last semester.
wow, i had forgotten how much i love carly simon music. 
i hate, hate, hate not knowing what's going to happen. i am obsessive about the future and not knowing what is happening in the next few weeks makes me ill.
i can walk downtown to the grocery store, shop, and walk back in about 45 minutes.
i was wrong: it takes much more than a little faith and a lot of heart.
some days, i don't "got this." it's okay though.

1 comment:

  1. I wonder the same thing! I just started in housing and next week is check outs =( and then a whole summer of check ins and outs... it's amazing how attached to residents one can be.

    Hope you're doing well!

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